comeback :DD

it has been long since the last time i updated my blog for you guys . i found its hard for me to write something , bcs , i dunno what to write ;DD ecehh . however , i kind of miss blogging here with you guys . soo , holidays starting and im still dont know where to go during these hols . basically , balik kampung lah kot ? bcs , my abg boy's getting marry , soo , were busy preparing and stuff . bunga telur , baju lahh , hantaran , ahhh , mcm2 . pening betul tgk org nak khawin neh . baru tgk org khawin kn ? tak kita sendiri yg khawin. hahaha , tkpe , kita khawin jalan express , tak payah buat sendiri , upah orgg :DD okay . hmm , semalam satu malam tak tido -_____-" sbb tgk youtube , kecomelan heechul dan super junior . lepas thu tgk BOF yg tak kesampaian tgk dkt tv . KIMBUMMIEE ! pretty boys make my world go around , koran pretty boys ! haha . soo , thn , pg hantar asma balik U dia . dalam keta tido tak sedar diri lansung . haha

echa's story

it's been a while since the last time i updated my blog. i was to busy to care about blogging and stuff. all i know is, big bang, SHINee, ft island and super jr. these what made me busy. i'm the new korean die hard fans :DD korean guys are soo cool. its fun to watch their cuteness and charisma, eceeehhhh ;D mamat korea lagi best dari lelaki dkt malaysia nehh. sbb, dorg sangat cute and variety. especially, my guy, Choi Seung Hyun aka TOP or TEMPO. however, my busy months are gone. handball dah dapat johan, sketsa dah habis. except, bowling. this upcoming tuesday ada tournament dkt klang parade. wish me luck my friends (: now, what i have to do is, besides bowling, is focus on my study. i have a lot to catch up. i've missed my calsses for 3 weeeks, i guess. lama thu babe ! -___-" masuk kelas je skrg, blank. however, korg tau kan? i hafe a crush on L. wellll, dia dah tau, sbb, rumours about me having a crush on him spreaded. aliff ayam mcm sial pg bagitau dia! dia mula2 layan aku mcam biasa je. at least, nmpk aku bole senyum lagi lahh. but now, dah rasa janggal semacam dahhh. siot kann? sedihhh gila! potong ayam, bak kata kimy. yelaaaa, dah elok2 sebulan simpan rahsia, dia dah elok2 layan aku baik2, dia dah lain mcm dah sekarang T__T lepas thu, dia pernah marah dgn aku. bcs, i had a fight with rantau panjang's student. dah dia macam sial sgt cakap budak star pukimak, aku popon ape lagi? lawan lahh balik. dia lelaki, tp, penakut. balik rumah tanggal telur, hahaha. yelaaa, gaduh dgn aku, diri belakang perempuan. okayyyy, lelaki jenis apakah itu? ;DD lepas thu, dia panggil 50 orang nak belasah aku dgn atiq. i mean, come on man! aku perempuan berani je nak gaduh dgn kau, kau pulak, nak pg panggil sume mmbr kau suruh belasah perempaun ;DD tp, nasib baik lahh adik kak farah sekolah thu, dorg tak jadiu belasah, aku ponnn, bolehlah main dgn aman kan? ;) okayyy, kitaorg kena provoke dgn budak2 dorg since the first day lagi tau? kena jirus dgn iar lahh. ktorg bengang gilaaa, last2 satu cara je nak belasah dorg. kalahkan sekolah doeg. konon tuan rumah, ktoeg cuak? amek kau, und18 perempuan belasah team dorg 9-1. und18 lelaki belasah sekolah dorg 8-1. bahahahha. terdiam terus dorg. tym dorg lawan dgn teknik pny lahh kecoh, lawan dgn star terdiam terus heh? hahaha.


till then, byebyebyebye ;DD

;)

soo, its been awhile aku tk update my blog. yeaaa, ive been busy lately. i tell u. i haf to go to school during this hols. from 7.30 till 1. i haf my handball training. im getting darker day ny day ;D even mama cakap i look like indians -__- but, its worth it. i guess. at least i can see my LNHT. yeaaa. i haf a crush on this guy which i dun even realize from the beginning. this is not just a crush. this is CRUSH CRUSH. siham was jealous of me, bcs, she said that dia tk terbukak lansung pintu hati untuk suka dkt sape2. while i, felt stupid. bcs, he's someons boyfriend ;s i hate me.

haru haru! ;)

9/3-monday

it was holiday. i woke up on 12. showered, eat and online. flirting and chatting with cute guys on myspace. haha. i watched the Big Bang on Youtube. soo, hottie alert baby! haha. TOP is stunningly HOT. cute smile and sexy husky voice. gila suka. and then, pg rumah mak. online lagi dkt rumah mak. after few hours, balik rumah. datang balik, but dia tym, aku pki baju kurung. konon nya nak pg surau. tp, pg rumah ex saya. haha. lepas situ, main kejar2 sume dgn sarah, ashwad. berpeluh2 aku. haha. done ;)

10/3- tuesday

bangun dari tido. get ready nak pg skolah. perhimpunan unrasmi :D then balaja EA sekejap. PJ, were doing the SEGAK thins. it was tiringggg -___-' kena pumping sume. lepas thu, aku dgn kaka siap awal. ktorg duduk dkt tepi, amek gambar andddd talked about the BB. yess people. ktorg dah head over heels dgn the BB. ktorg rehat spt biasa. blaja science, mitosis meiosis. lepas thu ADD MATH, BORRRINNGGGGG ;O tido lahh keje ktorg. haha. lepas thu BM, and then ada latihan bola baling. best best. waktu yg kami tggu. training dan training. esoknya ada friendly match dgn sri istana. bole menang lahhh ;D ecehhh, poyo je. lepas thu balik, makan mandi dann tido. done ;)

11/3-wednesday

aku tk sekolah. malas lahh. haha. soo, bangun pada pukul 10, and kejut angah pada pukul 11. get ready pg sekolah. lepas thu, mood dah bertukar. sebab bibik pg basuh dua2 boot aku. aku terpaksa pakai boot basah lahh. lepak jap dgn habib, atiq and abg zaki ( my so called pet bro ). and then, start lawan. unde18 laki dulu. hebat siot dorg main. dorg blasah acs kawkaw. hehe. lepas under15. bla bla blaaaa. ktorg menang. haha STAR memang hebat ;D aku main, dapat shot 1 jeee. hehehe. lepas thu, balik, relax je. makan,mandi, bibik urut. wahhh. nyamann jee ;D

dinamik sukses ;)

the coolest tution centre ever. me and my brother loving this place. kaka, kau poon kan? ;D ouhh yeaaa, the reason why aku bgtau pasal tution centre neh, sbb aku nak bgtau pasal laki nehh. hehe. dia tkde ahh comel mana, hitam lagi ada lahh. tpp, entah lahh. klu nmpk dia kann, aku automatik tersenyum. hehe. kdg2 klu ter'eye-to-eye dgn dia. aku senyum smpi nak koyak mulut. haha. bapak happy gila. aku plaing menanti kan tutiou hari sabtu. dpt tgk dia. sbb thu lah kaka, aku slalu dtg awal. nak tgk dia :D lagi satu. aku mest klua pg toilet sbb nak tgk dia concentrate. hehe, dia ada jugak kcu2 aku. i'll smile mcm kambing nak mengeran. btw, smlm na pg kedai naik basikal tau. basikal thu plak dah nazak sikit. rantai dia dah ahh berkarat, slalu tercabut plak thu. lps thu, tercabut dpn MBS plak. ada asatu motor datang. tak perasan sape. sbb, tk pki spek. lupa -.- lepas thu, motor thu datang dekat2, and guess what? laki thu plak. he was smiling at me. and then dia gelak kan aku. sbb, dia nmpk aku menyumpah seranah basikal aku. haish bapak malu. lagi best, tym dia tkde, pny lahh susah nak tarik rantai thu. dia datang je, terus bole. bapak malu gila (X dah lahh rambut serabai. battery pny pasal lahh neh. lepas thu, nak balik dr kedai lalu lagi dkt situ ( terpaksa ), he was looking at me. tk berkelip wehh. aku dh sengih2 je dkt dia. tergedik plak depan dia an ;s hehe. ouhh yeaaa. and i sun even know his name. butt, lets call him MR.DS ;)

OMG!

Mr.N' s gf look almost like me! i couldnt believe my own eyes. dia pakai spek, well like me, alomst! ouhh yea, he has a gf. but, i dun give a damn about this things. i think i just wanna let go, and live my life ;) and i dun even think that im ready to be with another guy while im still hoping for my ex. isnt it? -.- fyi, kaka dah buat deal dgn aku. if i'll stay single till the end of this year, dia akn belanja aku starbucks. wehh, bukan senang kaka nk belanja orang wehh ;D aku akan buat dia menangis skt satrbucks tu. hehe. if only i saty single lahh kan kaka? hee. soo, ive been chatting with leny for the couple of day. gossip gossip ;) haha. nak klua dgn u lahh one day nnt. hehe. jgn lupa secret recipe u thu lenyy :D leny pun bg suppport dkt aku, hehe.

ps; i love you guys(:

today (: 6 march 2009

nothing much happened. cuma ada latihan bb, yang sgt memenatkan. yesterdays was chicken'd birthday. atiq yeye je nak baling telur sume, tp, hampeh. haha. tapa, main bb, klaka. dgn rambut baru dia. dah nmpk bpk orang. tp, dia ngaku dia nmpk mcm incredible hulk ( versi buncit ) soo, MR.N was a mess. i dunno wat im going to do with him. he didnt give me the MASA yg aku perlukan. hmm,since the past 3 days, ktorg lepak sama2. tp mcm tak byk cakap sgt poon. okee, nothing more to say about him (: hmm, sejak semalam and today, ktorg buat dokumentari tentang pelajar2 4V1 yg sememangnya havoc ;D dan, aku dan kaka hari neh lepak dgn laut agak lama. we talked about ALMOST everything. now i realize how adorable he is. oke. i would not talk much about this guy, nnt kaka marah. soo, byee ;)

exams ;D

its been a while since i update my blog. it was crazy for the past couples of days. my exams just as bad as i thought. i got;

add math: 29%
ekonomi asas: 64%
english: 77%
akaun: 18% -__-"
bahasa melayu: 56%
agama: 64%

aha. like i said, BAD. i flunked so many subject till i said to myself, im stupid. but, kaka kept saying, relax ahh. baru first monthly test ;D

ouh yea,, lets just call this guy as 'N'. we've been lepaking together since yesterday and today while recess. somepeople thought we were an item. but, NO. we are NOT. actually, im a bit confused of myself. i dunno either i like him or not. but, i got jealous everytime i saw him talking to a girl. especially, our(mine and kaka's) BOHSIA, Miss L. i like him, i guess. but, i dunno, is it like more than a friend our nothing more. soo, help me peo (: thnks

wildy,

its been wild. lepas aku broke up, aku bosan memanjang. disebabkan itu, aku layan my ex for the past few days. oke, i did try to forget him, its not dat i dun want him anymore, but comeon,ifpeople shows no sign of interest in us why would we thnk about evntho, im still hoping. soo lets start.

past few days, aku text ex aku. Nazim, muka mcm cina ;) my mum lyk him, so do me. haha. oke now, text pny text. aku tny dia, dh bpe lama cpl dgn cyrrent gf dia. dia cakap dh 9 bulan. i was lyk 'wahhh! lamathu ;D' and thn, diacakap, tkde lahh lama mana. dia ada bgtau, yg dia neh ada gf, tp, mcm tkde gf. sbb, gf dia tak layan dia sangat. i was lyk, 'my god, samaje mcm i kena. but now, i dh break. malas nak mnanggung rasa sedih dan sakit', dia gelak and then dia cakap, 'mmg sakit hati poon kan?' and i said, 'yeahh'. fyi, atiq told me dat his gf mukamcm aku.i asked him, and he said 'ha,a', aku replied, 'okee. weird. dah tkde muka lain?', dia gelakk je. lepas thu, diangadu dkt aku. tournament bola sama dgn brthday dia. 6/4. bola baling punya tarikh jugak. haishh. kesian gila dkt dia. dh lahh dia beli boot berjam2 lamanya. dr pkl 4 smpi pkl 9.ntah ape dia buat poon aku tatau. dia jahit kasut thu koot ;D disebabkan dia tak tegur aku dkt skolah, aku pggl dia sombong. dia denying ' mana ada ahh! u yg sombong. u bukan nak tegur i poon dkt skolah'. so, hes expecting me to tegur him first. wtv ;D

yesterday, ktorh mesej lagi ;) and shocking news. dia minx couple.i was lu=yk, 'huh?'. 'yelaaa, couple jum', thu yg dia cakap. 'gf u?', 'gf i? biar lahh', 'wahh, jdik gf no 2 lahh neh?byk cantik(bodoh sikit aku tym neh)', bkann lahh. u nak tak?', 'ahaa. lain cter ahh. mslhny skrg, u ada gf. and i stll tk bole get over ex i -__-', 'ouhh, klu u dh get over ex u?', 'mybe', 'i tggu den ;)'. ahaha. comel gilaa. dia poon oke dgn idea thu, aku poon oke ;) hmm, dia ada training bola everyday, and aku ada training bola baling every tuesday, thursday and friday. soo, bole lahh lepak2 dgn dia ;)

the end.

i broke up wth faiz fr the past 3 days. it was hard for me. sbb, ktorg break up poon sbb benda bodoh. that, i'll keep it to myself. hm, tym break tkde lahh sedih gila babi smpi nak nanges. aku tahan air mata. i wouldnt let it drop. im a BIG ego. people told me so. the story started last night. i turn off all the light. and i keep the radio on, so i could listen to songs b4 i went to sleep. i was listening to mix.fm. and then, they played the broken string by James Morrison and Nelly Furtado. i listened and thn, my tears droped. i dunno for what reason. its PAIN. deep deep PAIN. oke,i admit it. I MISS HIM. eventho, there's not much memories between us. but, verythng about him yg buat aku nanges, and buat aku rindu. the smile, the laugh, the big hug, the voice, the way he walk, the cute faces. everything, it wasnt easy for me to forget every single thing about him. i dunno wethr he still love me or not, but, i do hoping , he still is. i kept telling his friend pasal my feeling. i jst couldnt do the day wthout him. i felt, EMPTY. and it wasnt smethng yang menyeronokkan. empty=pain. i kept thnkng about him, and i dun show dat to people. i jst want to keep it to myself. aku tanak tgk mcm im a major loser. aku tk pnh mcm neh b4. if aku dah break, i'll get over dlm masa bape minit je. and i wouldnt thnk bout him, still waiting and hoping. tp, faiz neh lain plak. aku tatau ape yang tak kena dgn aku. it doesnt seems rite. i hate this feeling.

p/s= faiz, i love you

bola baling -_-''

selepas skolah, i haf bola baling pny tarining. the running and throwing made me exhuasted. but, i dun mind. for my own fitness ;D byk ahh kau pny finess kan cha? hmm, ouh yeaaa, i kept dreaming about this guy. ive known him since i was in form 2. yeaa, sbb bola baling jugak. dah 4 hari weh aku mimpi dia, pelik pelik. tak bole lahh nak bgtau nama dia ahaa, terlampau umum nnt. lets just call him chicken ;) best kan nama thu? ehee. soo, i coulnt see him face, sbb nnt terbawak smpi mimpi -_-" kaka asek gelakkan aku je klu aku menggelabah stiap kali ternampak si chicken neh. haha. oke oke.

selasa (:

nothing much happened at schl tdy. except dat we're having our monthly test (peo busy stdying while me, busy aeting ;D ). td, paper science and b. it wasnt dat easy. bt, i can manage. and not to mention, my MR.M talked to me ;) we sat o the same table (tym ujian rehat sama2). eheh, he kept looking at me. bcs im laughing without stopping and loudly. ouhh, he's adorable! (x and then he came to me and said, "sorry ahh. tkde crdt", i smiled ( i couldnt picture my feeling) , he smiled and he walked away, throwing the trash into the dustbin. ouh yea, i caught him looking at me, and then he made cute faces. i felt lyk jumping high too sky! haa, best je (x smbg balik, after he walked away, he came back and sit in front of me, talkinf to ayie. dah lah duduk sbelah kembar siam dia, si hunky Hazwan (; aku dgn kaka pggl they both, and they looked at us wit the same expresion, BLURR. it soo cute and made us laugh. because, they both look VERY alike. except dat, wan hunky, MR.M plak comel (note; MR.M and Wan tkde relation ape2 poon). they both smiled and look away. haa, lucky kina, sb dapat wan. and bcs of dis, im startinf to like exams and tests. so dat can see m MR.M slalu ;) PATHETIC, but dun care. and guess what, fr the frst tym, i saw nazri jdk bengong. haha. dia button baju dia smpi atas, and thn pki spek besar. ktorg tny dia, "u pehal? tak sehat ke?" and he said, "tak lahh. nmpk mcm budak pandai tak?" lepas thu, aku terus gelak. whle kaka jawab, "no. nmpk mcm budak bangang lagi adalah". haha. dan satu lagi kejutan budaya. kaka ajar siham physics siot! ;D jgn buat main. country shock lagi lahh -_-'

ismail naufal (:

ismail naufal, lelaki neh bau datang ke dalam hidup STAR. hidup aku mor exact. dia neh, baru kenal, dh rapat dah. best dgn dia. dia nyanyi best ouhh. mcm yang aku cter tadi. aku sayangg dia ;D yeye jee echa neh ;p ptg td, klu dgn dia dgn abi ke jbt. best, tp, lagi best klu abi tkde. sbb, abi nehh, mcm gatal j ): terpgg2. tak suka ouhh. da mcm tak pandai respect orang. tak suka, tak suka. td, dorg naik satu kereta dgn aku. asma drive. asma poon suka dkt mail. badak ckp mail cumel jee. hehe.dia mmg cumel poon, kaka poon cakap. tak boleh nak deny. suara dia mmg khusyukk ouhh. dia nak masuk team nasyid sekolah ktorg. mmg dialu alukan. hehe. ktorg duet partner, haha ;D slalu nyanyi lagu 'terima kasih cinta' dgn dia. aku suka, aku suka.

orang orang (:

these guys are my STRONGEST drugs (:

ini adalah lelaki2 yang menjadi pujaan hatii ;) omgg, they're HOT. sizzling HOT! i culdnt breath. lake off oxygen. help help! haha. mereka sgt dipuja kerana kekacakan mereka yang membuatkan gadis2 di dunia ini menjerit dan histeria setiap kali mereka menunjukkan muka mereka pada muka las. hehe, ape aku merepek poon aku tatau :D

isnin ;)

hari isnin akan menjadi hari fav saya mulai saat ini ;) saya sangat menyukai kerana, sblm saya ke library, my MR.M akan ada di library. soo, kami akan terserempak antara satu sama lain. dia mcm best tau! (x hee. my MR.M sgt adorable, dgn muka cume dia lagi. hehe. td, dia ada jugak padang2 aku. hehe. ouh iyee. hari neh, saya dan kaka menjadi gila di dalam ke kelas.kami ketawa sehingga tak boleh berdiri. haha ;D tatau lah ketawa sebab ape kan? mcm tak bole bla tau. terpaksa menahan tangan di meja supaya saya tidak jatuh bergolek dkt lantai kelas lps thu, aku, kimy dan kaka main baling2 botol air dkt dinding kelas. lps thu, kaka pukul2 buku dekat atas meja dgn bengang nya. sume budak kelas diam dorg nmpk cuak jee. and MZFM poon kelihatan sgtlahh cuak ;D aku dan ayie terpaksa menhan gelak lepas thu, ktorg klua kelas awal sbb, ckgu akaun tk masuk. thnk god. hmm, lps thu, aku pg jbt dgn mail dan abi. mail mail! ;) my new besfriend. eheh, best plak dgn budak kurus thu. dia punya lah takut klu jalan dgn aku. takut aku pukul. dia ckp, aku pukul mcm laki. haha. gelak gelak ;D dia neh, klu nyanyi best jeee. lagi2 lagu 'terima kasih cinta'. klu dia nyanyi, aku diamm je. bak kata kaka, echa tamak. sume dia nakk MR.M lahh, ayie, dgn MAil. haha, mana aci kaka. aku pon nak gatal2. hehe. sejak da jadik MACAM single neh kann ;) lepas nehh, single betul2. baru syokk (:

mif mif (;

eh eh, nak cter pasal this MR.M. i like him (: he's 1 year younger than me. but, i dun care ;) he's sooo cute and adorable. i confessed dkt dia, dat i like him. and my Ayie told me something's that made me jump up and down (x this is soo cool. ahaha. dia layan aku baik jugak ;) kadang2 ktorg text. hehe. my MR.M ada crush dekat this girl, but i dun CARE. hehe. dorg tak couple poon ;D soo, stll ada chances. lagi2 apa yang ayoe dah bgtau aku. heee, hari thu tym merentas desa, comel je dia buat muka. tak tahan wehh ;D

im in heaven,in the middle of hell

faiz is making me crazy. i coudnt stnd it anymore. dia cakap, dia dah bosan sb dah lama tak jpe aku. soo, dia dah tak semangat. haa, aku dah naik gila dah neh. dia mcm tak boleh nakfaham aku plak kan? dia minx break dgn aku dah 2 kali dah. tapi, ttba tanak plak. aku poon layan je lahh. aku sedih ouhh, tapi, aku tk pedulik. aku nak single lepas neh. i want to feel the emptiness. let me feel. tp,mcm sengsara je kan?

waduh waduh!

this is bad! BAD! kaka had a fall, BAD fall yesterday. mmbuatkan kaki dia bengkak. nak jalan poon dengkot, nak kawad mcm mana? dah lahh kawad next week jee )X idiot kaka, sume pasal starvingness. aku poon pelik je dgn pompan neh. macam lahh rumah dgn makanan thu sume lari dr dia. haish, pompan pompan.

fiiirrrr gemok ;S

rite now, im wif this idiotic guy. mohd firdaus. he's my csn's bf, and he's an idiot. he skip classes and my mom saw him. my momk said, 'bagus lah fir thu ponteng kelas. mcm thu lahh yg ieka nak kan?', i cntroled my self from laughing, and yea. it worked, my mom didnt saya anything else, i said goodbye, and take my butt off frm me car. ptg neh, ada kawad. mesti penat. balik terus tido, tak payah mandi. simpan daki thu esok ;D ckgu rasul asked me to be the cmmndnt, mmg boleh lahh aku -_-" dah nyanyok dahhh.

rindu (:

i miss my boy, dats for sure. i cant wait to meet him whnever i can. if only i CAN. this chinese new year, im looking forward ;) cant wait! ouh yeaa, esok ada skolah ganti, sucks alot. and today i haf 2 tutyion classes. from 5.10 till 10. its sooo damn boring. but at least, i can meet with my new hilarious sir *according to kaka, and my old sporting sir! mr.devan! yeay! heaa

bajet hot

ouh, smlm. aku pusing2 dgn csns and siblings dgn kereta. ktorg lalu in front of this house, dia buat gerai sekali. anak2 dorg bajet hooottt kot? :D kesian, baru nak up kot, haha. dorg pakai short, soo, mcm nak bangga lah. aku dgn csns sume selekeh je. but, we look much prettier then them. haha, ouhh, bontot sorg pompan neh besar. asma poon tak besar mcm thu. malu plak tgk bontot dia thu XD and then, ktorg pg usha mamat2 dkt kg raja uda thu, igtkan tkde yang cumel2, tp, ramai jugak. ahh there's dia guy wearing yellow shirt dgn shorts, breathtaking little pumpkin! haaaa, dia senyum cumel gila kott! gila lahh, ktorg semalam menggatal kkot, lelaki lalu je, ktorg senyum, dkt Dato' Shaari poon ktorg senyum. soon-to-be sugardaddy! haha, NOT ;p

agama ;)

kaka, ktorg tak pakai tudung poon. haha. usatzah tak datang ah weh. selamat selamat. klu jumaat, aku mmg pakai tudung, so, i dun haf to pretend.

p/s: rambut erin mcm yaya :D

i am sooo, tired of waiting. i hate waiting. kaka, when can i meet this nadzrin of urs? urgh! ouh yea, yaya told me, she knew dis nadzrin guy. frinds of hers. so, boleh minta dia kenaqlkan. aha! 2009, a year full of happiness, im hoping :D i hate breakups, but, i keep doing it. i dunno why. myb, i just couldnt behave. haha. hmm, tahun ini, spt tahun2 yang lalu, tkde new hot guys dkt star. bapak BOSAN! ntah bila lahh, star thu di upgrade. ouh, it's very boringgg to be seniors now. i thought it was cool -_-" aku ada cikgu bm yang teramat sangatlahhh menggelabah t***k. bodoh, i hate her, but, i couldnt anything.

oke. soo, hye (: im aisyah, call me echa if u want to. im 16, im satying at klang, and getting use to my surrounding *baru pindah lah rakan2 ;) yea, im new here. soo, i didnt noe much about dia blogging thing *buta IT -_-' ouh well, hello